Escape

I think what I miss most is the freedom.

Chilling wit da boys
Chatting up single women
Wondering what adventures could happen
Realizing the unknown possibilities

Maybe engaging in a difference of individual philosophy, who knows

Shit

At the bare minimum

Dancing
Floating on my back in the swaying waves
Being cradled by a lack of responsibility

A boy's fantasy, really

Fantasy vs reality

Life sets in.

New priorities began in 2017.

Do the best for Jenny.

In 2020, I'll share with her what I love most.

Travel
Diversity
Learning
Photography
Music
The Arts

I realize, in most movies, what I see is an escape for the audience.  Obvi, right?  For example, older characters represent the return of youth and vitality.  Drinking steadily, wantonly, from The Fountain of Youth, will never cease to appeal to the experienced ones with torn hands and creaky backs.

I marvel at the extraordinary power and resilience of youth.  I have such high hopes for Jenny.  Engineer, doctor, entrepreneur, whatever makes her happy and independent.

Man, I just want to make Annie happy.  I'm happy we've communicated about more frequent date nights.  I'll do anything for her. She's my rock, and truly, the reason why I breathe.

Fuck, let me figure out some shit for us to do...I'm excited about